INVICTUS

I am master of my fate, I am captain of my soul (from a poem by William Ernest Hendley)
There is no chance, no destiny, no fate, that can circumvent or hinder or control the firm resolve of a determined soul ( quote by Ella Wheeler Wilcox)

Thursday, 6 November 2014

Brickfields, KL Sentral and NU Sentral

I had my last physiotherapy session last October 28th. For the first six months after the TKR surgery, I attended them twice weekly. After that I was advised to attend a once-a-week session for maintenance since I am quite a couch potato nowadays and I do not trust myself enough that I would diligently follow an exercise routine similar to the one conducted at the hospital all by myself. Anyway I still think where the physio is concerned I was a very attentive patient since most people who have had TKR surgeries usually have physiotherapy at the most about 4 months after the surgery. The situation in reality varies from patient to patient depending on individual cases. I am still very much advised to keep to simple exercise routines at home daily. So far so good, I have been good and never missed the 25-minute session at least twice a day. There is still some improvement in the operated knee, thank you My Lord. My other knee will still have to be operated later on of course, perhaps somewhere next year. Even though it feels heavy and easily tired at times, I still can go on with normal life for the time being.

I have been surfing the net to find a good place to study language in the vicinity of KL or PJ, preferably day classes. UiTM does offer quite a number of international languages but all its classes are conducted at night. I do not plan to drive to these classes and therefore the venue should be near a public transport facilities. Wherever possible I would like to mix around with other ethnic groups or nationalities as much as possible too. So I found out about language classes at YMCA. Well, YMCA is excellent location-wise and the fees are very reasonable. There are day classes as well as night classes. For the time being the basic classes are conducted at night. Perhaps I wait for may be December's schedule for the right classes. First I have to become a member of YMCA in order to get discounted prices for the language courses. So I have to go to the YMCA in Brickfields. Nostalgic place, Brickfields, a lot of memories for me. I used to stay in Brickfields from 1985 to 1986. I went abroad in Sept 1986 and came back in June 1987. I continued living in Brickfields in 1987 until my house was ready and I moved to Port Klang in 1995.

Brickfields was a very lively place even in the late 80's and mid 90's and a lot bachelors stayed around there. Almost everything was within walking distance. Indian grocery shops with all the characteristics of bygone era were there. There were nostalgic and comforting smells of spices and incense within these old shops with the old shopkeepers in the thin white pagoda T-shirts and sarongs (kain pelikat). There were famous daun pisang restaurants called Sri Pandi and Sri Devi. Sri Pandi and Sri Devi are still are still around and they have the typical decor and atmosphere of Malaysian Indian restaurants. Their dishes are delicious with all the daun pisang plates and stainless steel condiment carriers. Banks, post office, police station, mini-markets, clinics, bookshop (the famous Anthonion bookstore), Chinese kopi tiams, pawn shop, budget hotels, old government quarters and plenty of mamak stalls around. On weekends if we have nothing on, me and a few of my close friends would often hung out at these stalls late into the night having good as well silly conversations while enjoying really delicious teh tarik and really really delicious mamak thick soup with a slice of very thickly cut bread. These stalls would remained open until two or three o'clock in the morning. Even the National Museum and KL Botanical Garden were within walking distance, if you know the short cuts. I don't think that is possible anymore nowadays, with all the the huge skyscrapers everywhere and the one-way streets in placed around Brickfields and Jalan Travers area. There was also the seedier side of Brickfields along Jalan Berhala and the likes where the ladies of the night were available. Wouldn't surprise me if the situation is still the same.

While living in Brickfields I was renting a room in a four-room unit in a building right opposite the Quepacs apartment. The unit was long and airy and our landlords were a Chinese couple slightly younger than me, Ong  and Yap. The household was truly multiracial. The landlords were Chinese, and the tenants were me, and Indian teacher Maniwanan and another Malay couple. We got along quite well and became good friends. I was a much more active individual back then. There were always activities planned for weekends and I also went home to my parents quite often.

Brickfields today is a bustling district with all that skyscrapers around. The main rail transportation hub is there for easy access to KLIA and KLIA2 and to other areas in and around Klang Valley. A lot of old buildings have given way to high rise apartments, a far cry from before when there were quite a number of dilapidated buildings around. Beside the nearby train network the area is also plied with good bus and taxi networks. It is a place with all the amenities at your finger tips and would be nice to live if you can afford the ridiculously high housing price and if you do not mind the jams. I think it would be nice if you live there and you work there too.

The escalators linking KL
Sentral and NU Sentral
NU Sentral is a rather posh shopping centre,
definitely towards the higher end side
Some tenants have not
moved in yet
MPH's sale on LG floor of
NU Sentral
Looking down from NU
Sentral, to the right is towards
KL city centre. These are old
buildings from the early eighties.
I can still recognise them.
Some shrubs. Honestly I think they should
put more effort in planting more trees
to soften the hard passive massive
concrete jungle impact.
The forever busy Jalan
Tun Sambanthan
No more street crossing for
pedestrians wanting to go
across Jalan Tun Sambanthan
from either side.
Monster concrete blocks. This
side of Jalan Tun Sambanthan
is almost unrecognisable to me.
Looks as if the littering habit
is a bit on the mend compared
to before. There's still hope
for Malaysians.
I ended up buying these
two books from the MPH
sale. The book hoarder in me
just couldn't resist despite my
to-be-read pile at home.
I also ended up with two muranos
and the red-capped teddy bear charm.
I fought hard to resist them but I
succumbed to temptation. Bracelet
and clips are existing ones though.

Thursday, 16 October 2014

Brain On Fire

I had just finished reading this memoir written by a young rookie reporter Susannah Cahalan. Cahalan was afflicted with anti-NMDA-receptor auto immune encephalitis. Long name for a disease in which, in simple words, the auto immune system, instead of protecting begins turning against the individual, attacking her brain causing tremendous havoc.

Cahalan is very lucky she and her family are within reach of the best possible medical professionals equipped with the latest knowledge in their fields. I am just wondering, how many people in Malaysia, suffer from this disease and no diagnosis is available, due to the fact many of the symptoms are similar to that of psychiatric illnesses. Many people would simply have concluded that it is demonic possessions rather than a real medical illness.

I took the synopsis below from the net as I feel a little anxious trying to rewrite Cahalan's terrible experience.




A gripping memoir and medical suspense story about a young New York Post reporter’s struggle with a rare and terrifying disease, opening a new window into the fascinating world of brain science.

One day, Susannah Cahalan woke up in a strange hospital room, strapped to her bed, under guard, and unable to move or speak. Her medical records—from a month-long hospital stay of which she had no memory—showed psychosis, violence, and dangerous instability. Yet, only weeks earlier she had been a healthy, ambitious twenty-four year old, six months into her first serious relationship and a sparkling career as a cub reporter. 

Susannah’s astonishing memoir chronicles the swift path of her illness and the lucky, last-minute intervention led by one of the few doctors capable of saving her life. As weeks ticked by and Susannah moved inexplicably from violence to catatonia, $1 million worth of blood tests and brain scans revealed nothing. The exhausted doctors were ready to commit her to the psychiatric ward, in effect condemning her to a lifetime of institutions, or death, until Dr. Souhel Najjar—nicknamed Dr. House—joined her team. He asked Susannah to draw one simple sketch, which became key to diagnosing her with a newly discovered autoimmune disease in which her body was attacking her brain, an illness now thought to be the cause of “demonic possessions” throughout history. 

With sharp reporting drawn from hospital records, scientific research, and interviews with doctors and family, Brain on Fire is a crackling mystery and an unflinching, gripping personal story that marks the debut of an extraordinary writer.



A Prayer for Marmalade

Yesterday I received a new Google mail notification about Cole and Marmalade. Cole and Marmalade's owner Chris Poole regularly posted You-Tube videos on the antics of his two beloved cats. The American couple obviously is an animal lover and very much a cat-lover.

Marmalade (or Marm) the young orange tabby, is recently found to be suffering from lymphoma, a common cancer in cats. The tumour was already removed through surgery, however it is quite common for the cancer to come back and spread to the other organs besides the intestine. It is not a good prospect. Marmalade's owners are devastated by the news. I am devastated too, as I have followed Marmalade's development on You-Tube and Facebook (the fb page is Cole and Marmalade). I had very often attached Marmalade videos onto my WhatsApp messages to my friends. I feel like Cole and Marm are my cats too. There is a part of me that is very sensitive to animal suffering. I also have strong empathy for grieving pet owners. I still remember the grim period of the last few months of my beloved cat Benjamin's life. The trauma and devastation of having to euthanise him at the very end is something that I really really pray I will not have to go through again.

Dearest Marm, all my love, may you recover completely, my prayers are with you and your family all the way. You are young, strong, feisty and you will defeat the cancer!

Saturday, 27 September 2014

Being Comfortable In Your Own Skin

Tomorrow September 28th, 2014 will be exactly a year that I am retired.

Looking back, a year ago, I have a lot of trepidation, apprehension, dread, fear, nervousness, you name it, a few months before the retirement. How will I live my retirement? What will I do with all the time? Will I be terribly missing my gang at work? Will I suffer from depression as told by some motivational speakers do happen to retirees? How will I manage my life with less money? How will I deal with my arthritis which was definitely getting worse? Will my self-esteem dive low because of the "perceived" loss of significance of being not working?

The first two months of retirement was a little strange. Suddenly I was always home. However I do not have to wake up early anymore. I am not a morning person and not having to wake up at 5.30 in the morning is indeed a bliss. I missed my friends at work those first few months. If we did not have urgent tasks ahead, me and my gang would breakfast together and lunch together everyday. We even had a favourite table at the cafeteria which we dubbed "the Cullen's table" just like the one favoured by the Cullens in the movie Twilight. People with very strong introvert tendency like me, tend to have few friends. They take time to bond with friends but once they trust you the friendship will last a very long time. I trusted my close friends. To me they are part of my family. We might not agree on anything or everything but I do very much care about them and I do believe they care about me too.
I did not miss my job that much however. Even though I love being part of the LA team, I did feel like I was not contributing much anymore. I felt I have reached the plateau and it was appropriate time for me to leave.

The third month of my retirement, I was focused on my TKR surgery. I know I had to deal with the progressing arthritis if I want a better quality life in my retirement. I was operated two days after Christmas in 2013. It was followed by months of physiotherapy which was not a very pleasant experience at the beginning. I still attend physiotherapy though not so intensive anymore, only once a week. There is no more pain in the right knee, I do not have to use the walking stick anymore and my walking is much better even though I still limp a bit and I walk rather slow. I can also manage staircases although very slowly.

Two weeks after the surgery I adopted Tam. It was a cautious decision. I was apprehensive about Mickey not being able to accept the newcomer. I took pains to introduce them slowly while giving a lot of attention to Mickey so as to ensure that he does not feel neglected because of Tam. That was almost nine months ago. Tam is now Mickey's annoying, boisterous, mischievous little adopted sister. Both my cats give me lots and lots of pleasure and unconditional love and I adore them both to bits and pieces. They own me. Wan Nyah is their human rather than they are Wan Nyah's cats.

Wherever they go, retirees are almost always asked what are they doing now? I used to get a little annoyed with the question at the beginning of my retirement. Not anymore. People are different and everyone has the right to choose whatever they feel comfortable doing. It may be doing nothing ha ha ha. What is the point of doing business if your heart is never in it, or may be doing some PPL jobs when you feel that you had had enough of the vocational training environment already? Of course then, that means I am not going to have lots of money. What is the point of money, if your heart is not in what you are doing.

I am comfortable being on my own and doing things by myself. I love being with my close friends or my nephews and nieces of course, but I do not feel lonely being alone. That is another trait of people with strong introversion personality. I am okay with my life even if some people, even some of my siblings, just could not fathom how I manage the "loneliness" and the lack of "social activities" in my life. Truth of the matter is, I am not a sociable person, just never was. I find receptions, parties, kenduris and other social functions very tedious. My adopted mum used to belittle me tons because of my dislike to go to kenduris in our kampung. I was mentally and verbally abused by her because I am an introvert. Those were the days!

Thank you my Lord for all your blessings. I will never stop learning about myself and I will never stop learning about you, about the universe, about the cosmos, about creation, about everything. To all my close friends and my nephews and nieces, thank you for support, thank you for being you!

(I thought the following article is a very good read about being comfortable in your own skin)


The Simplest Ways To Look Good Without Changing Your Appearance

COMMUNICATION MOTIVATION BY JULIAN HAYES II

Looking healthy and being in great shape is important. As a fitness professional myself, I can’t stress enough the benefits of exercising and how it benefits all facets of our life.
But, your appearance isn’t the only metric that matters in this world. Looks don’t last forever, they fade over time.
Having a superficial mindset limits you on the great people you can meet in this world. A healthy look is important, but displaying great character and personality is most important.
Great character and personality isn’t defined by how much you deadlift, how much you weigh, or how much money you have. You can look good while adding value to your character and personality by improving on these areas below:

1. Be Your Own Person

Do you sacrifice your identity to fit in with the mainstream? Do you get uncomfortable going against the majority? Are you a sheep who blends in with the flock? Or, are you a wolf, who stands out from the pack?
Being yourself is about having your own ideas, opinions, and thoughts. Don’t be afraid to follow your dreams and hobbies, regardless of what everyone else thinks.
No need to put a mask on and be someone else.

2. Be 100 Percent Independent

We rely on others for support and decision making too often. Putting your happiness, along with other facets of life, in the hands of others in hopes of discovering fulfilment is a terrible idea.
It’s up to you and only you to discover fulfilment and happiness. Take responsibility for your life and make decisions without relying on someone else.
Free yourself from hanging in the birdcage.

3. Be Positive

No one wants to hang out with a negative Nancy. Being negative brings no value to your life.
Stressful events will occur, but you can control how you respond to those stressful situations. Will you be negative (the easy way out) or will you find the silver lining?
Positive people attract other positive people. You are the company that you keep.

4. Be Confident

“You’re awesome”. I wake up every morning, telling myself this in the mirror as I prepare to tackle the world.
Not to be narcissistic, but to remind myself that I’m good enough and deserve good things. It’s easy to fall into the trap of seeing what everyone else is doing, then feeling inadequate afterwards.
Whether it’s fitness and being lean enough; climbing the corporate ladder; working on your new business or going after that girl, who you fear is out of your league.
Take a step back from this noisy world, and choose yourself. Remember, you’re good enough already. Keep your chin up, shoulder back, and walk like the superstar you are.
Follow your own path, it’s more than good enough

5. Be Comfortable Without The Spotlight

It’s not always going to be about you. The sooner you realise this, the better your life is going to get.
People who are comfortable with themselves don’t need constant attention in order to feel wanted. You become much more beautiful to the world when you quit seeking validation from the world.
Your approval is the only jury.

6. Be Kind

At times, we’re stressed, frustrated, confused, annoyed, and mad at various things in life. We take our frustrations out on the world. Admit it, you’ve taken to social media to share a nasty opinion on something that made you mad.
You’ve treated a stranger like dog poo because you were having a bad day and got stuck in traffic.
Who wants to hang out with people who are ugly, selfish, and treats others less than human? Practise compassion and sympathy, instead of reacting negatively to situations or talking about someone.

7. Be Passionate About Something (Anything!)

It’s sad to meet people who are going through the motions of life without anything that is getting them excited.
Passion is an attribute that everyone finds sexy and magnetic. Passionate people have energy and enthusiasm that rubs off on anyone they run into. Everyone wants to be around passionate people.
It doesn’t matter what you’re passionate about, it matters that you’re doing something about it.

8. Be Bold And Adventurous

Don’t be that person whose full of regret. If only they did ‘this & that’, then life would be this way. There’s people who dream and take action. However, there’s people who dream and keep dreaming, failing to take action. We call those people pretenders.
The most attractive people in this world are those who understand life is about exploration and self-discovery. Staying within our comfort zones is not an option.
People who continue to improve themselves and take chances are more attractive than those who sit back and wish for everything.

9. Be Decisive And Act With Intention

Knowing what you want out of life and taking action towards it are qualities that will increase anyone’s attractiveness. Being hesitant, timid, and afraid to take action are qualities of people who are insecure.
Decide what you want and go after it with relentlessness. Acting with intention shows you have purpose and confidence, which anyone of quality will find irresistible.

10. Practise Gratitude

“Cultivate the habit of being grateful for every good thing that comes to you, and to give thanks continuously. And because all things have contributed to your advancement, you should include all things in your gratitude.” Ralph Waldo Emerson
It’s easy to forget the simple things in life and take for granted things such as: breathing, health, friends, music, knowledge, freedom, food, and many others.
We become pre-occupied with our daily struggles and focus on what we don’t have, that we forget to give thanks to what we already have.
People who are grateful for what they have are happier and more attractive, since it’s not always about adding superficial items and keeping up with the Jones’s.

Friday, 22 August 2014

The Introvert's Heart

Despite the fact that society tends to view the ideal person as gregarious, a risk-taker, comfortable in the spotlight, talkative, socialises in groups and works well in teams, I still think being an introvert is very cool ha ha ha. Of course the world would be a dull place if everyone is an introvert. The quote from Allen Shawn is pasted below. It is taken from the book "Quiet The Power of Introverts in a World That Can't Stop Talking" by Susan Cain which I am currently reading.




A species in which everyone was General Patton would not succeed, any more than would a race in which everyone was Vincent van Gogh. I prefer to think that the planet needs athletes, philosophers, sex symbols, painters, scientists; it needs the warmhearted, the hardhearted, the coldhearted, and the weakhearted. It needs those who can devote their lives to studying how many droplets of water are secreted by the salivary glands of dogs under which circumstances, and it needs those who can capture the passing impression of cherry blossoms in a fourteen-syllable poem or devote twenty-five pages to the dissection of a small boy's feelings as he lies in bed in the dark waiting for his mother to kiss him goodnight.......... Indeed the presence of outstanding strengths presupposes that energy needed in other areas has been channelled away from them.

Allen Shawn (born 1948) is an American composer, pianist, educator, and author who lives in Vermont.

The Introvert
The Extrovert

Thursday, 7 August 2014

Tam Benjamin

A picture is worth a thousand words of Tam's affectionate and loving nature. I adopted her in January 2014, which means she has been with me for about seven months. And those were seven months of unconditional love and affection for me and for Mickey Benjamin my other cat.














Saturday, 2 August 2014

About Alcoholism



I had just finished reading The Liberty Tree Drunk To Sober: A Memoir by Suzanne Harrington. It is the author's brutal and honest story of being a junkie and an alcoholic. It is her journey through the drug parties of East London, meeting Leo at one of these parties, marrying him despite the fact she knows very little about him, loosening the drug habit but getting heavy on the drinking, being self-absorbed and self-centred, having two children all the while having the alcoholism, realising she loves Leo but not in a way a wife or a lover should, getting cancer, separating from the husband, getting sober slowly and getting to know herself better, dealing  with the tragedy of Leo's suicide, really getting clear from alcoholism, helping her kids come to term with their father's suicide and finally becoming a truly sober mum to her two kids.

To me personally, the narrator in this memoir is a person who reads a lot, intelligent, strong-willed, impulsive at times, emotionally retarded and an individual who likes to avoid the truth. For most of her adult life she hides her feelings either in drugs or alcohol. She takes drug to the extent she begins to hear voices in her head. Addiction to drugs causes her to have extreme paranoia and she lost her boyfriend Harry because of her liking for substances that provide instant gratification. Substance abuse can muddle up your brain so much that you fail to realise even the most basic fact about yourself, however intelligent you are. For example if you want others to like you, you must first of all like yourself. It is difficult even for you to like yourself, when you are always jittery and screaming your head off and gets into fights when you desperately need your alcohol fix, or you wake up in your own vomit in the morning, having a splitting headache and being unaware that your toddler has been crying for hours beside you, or in your hangover moodiness you say things to your spouse which are so toxic that you know you had no excuse for except that you are cruel and very self-centred.

Addiction is a disease that needs to be addressed just like any other disease. First and foremost the addict himself must realise there is a problem. He or she must desire to get rid of the habit for the good or himself or herself, not because to get someone off his or her back. Suzanne was almost at the brink, almost at the point of no return when she truthfully reaches out for help for herself. While she is recovering from the alcoholism, tragedy strikes in the form of her estranged husband's suicide. It is very brave of her to be able to put all she has been through into this memoir dedicated to her late husband and written in manner like she is talking to her two kids. It has been a long journey and a difficult struggle for her but she did it at last. She frees herself from the shackles of drugs and alcoholism.

Sunday, 20 July 2014

The Other Atrocities

(With deep condolences to all the families and friends of passengers and crew of Malaysia Airlines Flight MH17. Not to forget as well, the pain and suffering of the people of Gaza)

7 Times Militaries Have Shot Down Civilian Planes
Updated by Dylan Matthews on July 17, 2014, 5:10 p.m. ET @dylanmatt dylan@vox.com

US intelligence reports that Malaysia Airlines Flight 17 was shot down, making it one of the highest-casualty airliner shoot-downs in the history of aviation. But it's hardly the first. Events like this — though usually much smaller in scale — have occurred about two dozen times. Many instances were part of ongoing wars, such as Nazi Germany's shoot-down of a British Overseas Airways Corporation flight from Lisbon to London in 1943, or Zimbabwean rebels' shoot-downs of two Air Rhodesia flights in 1978 and 1979.

But in those cases, the countries involved were at war with each other. In contrast, Flight 17 was going from Amsterdam to Kuala Lumpur, and neither the Netherlands nor Malaysia have much of any involvement in the Ukrainian civil war. And the death toll — there were 295 crew and passengers, and, to the best of our knowledge, no survivors — is extremely high.

With that in mind, here are seven previous airliner shoot-downs that could provide some clue as to what the consequences of the crash will be. The list is hardly comprehensive but gives a sense of how these situations are handled.

1) Korean Air Lines Flight 007 (1983)

Also known as "that time the Soviet Union killed a sitting US Congressman." KAL007 (a Boeing 747-230B) was shot down by a Soviet fighter plane on September 1, 1983, killing all 269 passengers and crew, including Larry McDonald, a Congressman from Georgia then in his fourth term. An ardent anti-Communist and believer in various conspiracy theories about the Rockefellers, the Trilateral Commission, and the Council on Foreign Relations plotting to bring about a socialist world government, McDonald also was president of the John Birch Society, the ultra-right-wing conspiracist group.

The fact that the crash killed McDonald would fit perfectly into his particular set of conspiracy theories, but there's no evidence that what happened was more complicated than KAL007 entering Soviet airspace and being shot down as an intruder. This International Civil Aviation Organization report from 1993, incorporating documents released by Russian president Boris Yeltsin that Soviet leaders had previously withheld, summarizes what we know well, and finds Soviet personnel appearing baffled and concerned by the presence of an unknown aircraft, rather than determined to strike intentionally, though their decision to strike without attempting to establish contact with the plane was reckless.

The direct response to the attack — and subsequent Soviet attempt at a cover-up — was largely rhetorical. President Reagan condemned the shoot-down as a "crime against humanity" which "must never be forgotten." The US responded to Soviet intransigence by releasing substantial amounts of classified material to back up the charge that the Soviets (accidentally or not) shot the plane down. An unintended side effect of that was to weaken the US's ability to monitor Soviet communications through Japan "According to various unnamed Japanese officials, changes made in the Soviet codes and frequencies following the American disclosures reduced the effectiveness of Japanese monitoring by 60 percent," David M. Johnson noted in a write-up on the intelligence losses for Harvard and the Center for Information Policy Research.

The shoot-down led to the expansion of the Global Positioning System to civilians, which Reagan announced in the wake of the shoot-down. It would have been harder for the KAL pilots to drift into Soviet airspace with satellite navigation technology.

2) Iran Air Flight 655 (1988)

Though the Soviets did it first, the US also once accidentally downed a civilian airliner (an Airbus A300B2-203) carrying about 300 people on it. On July 3, 1988, as the Iran-Iraq war was winding down, US and Iranian ships were involved in some skirmishes in the Persian Gulf. An Airbus A300 took off from a nearby airport, one which was used for both military and civilian purposes. An American cruiser, the USS Vincennes, mistook the plane for an F-14, an American fighter plane that we had sold to Iran before the 1979 revolution, and launched two missiles, downing the plane and killing everyone on board.

President Reagan called the event a "terrible human tragedy," and stated "we deeply regret any loss of life." Iran's UN ambassador condemned the action as ''criminal act,'' an ''atrocity'' and a ''massacre," while the US insisted it was a misunderstanding. Then-Vice President George H.W. Bush called the idea the US would have shot down the plane deliberately "offensive and absurd," and argued that allowing passenger flights out of an airport as a naval battle was underway was irresponsible of the Iranians. "They allowed a civilian aircraft loaded with passengers to proceed on a path over a warship engaged in battle,'' Bush said. ''That was irresponsible and a tragic error.''

Iran sued the United States in the International Court of Justice, and the American government eventually agreed in 1996 to pay $61.8 million ($93.7 million today) to the families of victims; notably, that amount was 1/30th of the compensation the US secured from Libya for victims of the Lockerbie plane bombing that same year. The US government has never apologized for shooting down the plane, beyond Reagan's initial statement, and Max Fisher has noted the event contributes to Iranian mistrust of American intentions to this day.

3) Itavia Flight 870 (1980)

This is a case where we still don't really know the true story. On June 27, 1980, an Itavia Airlines (a DC-9) flight from Bologna to Palermo with 81 passengers and crew crashed in the Tyrhennian Sea, near Sicily. The New York Times' Elisabetta Povoledo reports that the "most widely accepted theory behind the crash" — for which an Italian court last year said there was "abundantly" clear evidence" — was that a stray missile from an aircraft hit the plane, but any information about which country's aircraft it was, or why, is still very much up in the air.

An Italian judge, Rosario Priore, presented the theory that there was a NATO plot to shoot down a plane carrying Libyan dictator Muammar Gaddafi, and the Itavia jet got caught up in that operation. He presented radar evidence suggesting the presence of US, French, Libyan, and British military operations near to where the plane crashed. Francesco Cossiga, the prime minister at the time, said decades later that the plane was shot down by French military personnel. But neither his nor Priore's claims have been proven.

4) El Al Flight 402 (1955)

On July 27, 1955, an El Al (a Lockheed Costellation) flight from Vienna to Tel Aviv flew into Bulgarian airspace and was shot down by two Bulgarian MiG fighters. All 58 people on board were killed. After initially denying involvement, Bulgaria admitted to having shot the plane down. Despite occurring during a low point in relations between the Soviet bloc (including Bulgaria) and the US and its allies (including Israel), international fallout was minimal.

Eight years after the attack, Bulgaria agreed to pay a total of $195,000 ($1.5 million in current dollars) to Israel, having already compensated non-Israeli passengers.

5) Cathay Pacific Airways (1954)

On July 23, 1954, mainland China's People's Liberation Army fighters shot down a Cathay Pacific Airways (the airline of Hong Kong, then under British control) Douglas C-54 Skymaster flying from Bangkok to Hong Kong; 10 out of the 19 passengers and crew died. In apologizing for the attack to Britain days later, the Chinese government stated that they had thought the plane was a military aircraft from the Republic of China n (Taiwan) on an attack mission against Hainan Island (near where the shoot-down took place).

However, the initial tragedy was compounded when two PLA fighters engaged three US Navy planes that were searching for survivors; the two PLA planes were shot down. While admitting fault and promising compensation in the case of the civilian plane, China claimed that it was faultless in the confrontation with the US. President Eisenhower, in turn, alleged the harsh tone toward the US and conciliatory tone toward Britain in reference to the Cathay plane was a Communist plot to split the allies.

It's hard to say the incident made relations between the Allies and mainland China much worse than they already were, but it risked bringing the Allies further into the battles that were then occurring between the People's Republic of China and the Republic of China. Given that the Eisenhower administration was apparently considering using nuclear weapons on the ROC's behalf, any heightening of the tensions there was dangerous.

6) Libyan Arab Airlines Flight 114 (1973)

On February 21, 1973, a Libyan Arab Airlines (a wholly owned part of the Libyan government) Boeing 727 flying from Tripoli to Cairo got lost and flew over the Sinai peninsula, which had been under Israeli control since the Six-Day War in 1967. After giving signals to land and firing warning shots, Israeli jets shot down the plane, killing 108 of the 113 people on board, and leaving four passengers and a co-pilot alive.

David Elazar, the chief of staff of the Israeli armed forces, took responsibility for ordering the shoot-down. Defense Minister Moshe Dayan called the event an "error of judgment" and the Israeli government compensated the families of victims. Libya condemned the attack as "a criminal act" while the Soviets called it a "monstrous new crime."

7) Siberia Airlines Flight 1812 (2001)

Perhaps the strangest precedent for the Malaysian Airlines crash in Ukraine is a shoot-down in 2001 caused by military forces in … Ukraine. On October 4, 2001, 64 Siberia Airlines passengers and 12 crew members onboard a Soviet-made Tupolev Tu-154 en route from Novosibirsk to Tel Aviv were killed when the plane was shot down over the Black Sea by a Ukrainian missile.

It took a while for Ukraine to admit that was what had happened, but after pressure from Russian investigators, Ukraine's then-president, Leonid Kuchma, accepted that the Ukrainian military was at fault. The day of the shoot-down, the Ukrainian military was conducting a massive military exercise which involved shooting 23 missiles at drones. "Experts say that the radar-guided S-200, among the farthest-flying and most capable antiaircraft missile in the arsenal of former Soviet nations, simply locked onto the Russian airliner after it raced past the destroyed drone some 20 miles off the Crimean coast," the New York Times' Michael Wines reported.

Kuchma accepted the resignation of his Minister of Defense, Oleksandr Kuzmuk, following the admission that the military was at fault. From 2003 to 2005, Ukraine paid $15.6 million to families of victims following a deal with the government of Israel.


Wednesday, 16 July 2014

My Utterly Gorgeous Read 2

I first read this book something like 20 years ago in its original Indonesian. I have read other books by Pram (as Indonesians refer to the author) but Gadis Pantai remains my evergreen favourite.
Pramoedya Ananta Toer (1925 - 2006) is generally regarded as the greatest of Indonesian novelists. The immediacy, clarity and direct emotion of “The Girl From the Coast,” the unpretentious story of a poor village girl torn from her family and married to an arrogant nobleman, make it a compulsively readable novel.

The girl from the coast, a slender, pretty but otherwise ordinary 14-year-old is plucked from her life of ceaseless labour as a fisherman’s daughter and betrothed to the Bendoro, a local wealthy Javanese aristocrat whose luxurious lifestyle is light-years beyond anything the girl and her family have ever seen or imagined. To me it is the story about the oppression of the women in a feudal society. It was loosely based on the real experience of Pramoedya's grandmother.





Gadis Pantai
Karya Pramoedya Ananta Toer
Gadis Pantai adalah seorang anak gadis yang cantik dan cerdik dari sebuah keluarga miskin di perkampungan nelayan. Kecantikannya memikat hati seorang pembesar berketurunan Jawa yang bekerja untuk Belanda. Pada usia 14 tahun dia diambil menjadi isteri pembesar tersebut yang di gelar Bendoro. Ibu bapa gadis pantai menyangka mereka memberikan kehidupan yang lebih baik kepadanya dengan mengahwinkannya dengan Bendoro. Sewaktu pernikahan hanya ketua kampung yang datang dengan membawa sebilah keris yang mewakili Bendoro.

Dengan berat hati gadis pantai meninggalkan keluarga dan menjadi Mas Nganten dirumah pembesar tersebut. Dia diberikan kemewahan namun tidak kebebasan. Gadis Pantai tidak diakui sebagai isteri sebaliknya hanya dijadikan tempat melepaskan nafsu sang pembesar. Dalam erti kata sebenar-benar walau diberi kemewahan taraf Mas Nganten didalam rumah tangga Bendoro tidak lebih dari seorang hamba atau gundik. Pada masa sekarang Bendoro ini boleh dikategori sebagai seorang paedophile.

Di rumah besar tersebut dia seolah-olah orang asing bilamana orang-orang terlalu mengikut protokol kerana takut akan kemurkaan Bendoro. Demi mengisi kekosongan hidupnya, Gadis Pantai belajar, membatik dan beberapa pekerjaan lagi, lebih-lebih lagi setelah pembantunya dihalau pembesar.

Namun setelah melahirkan seorang bayi, segala-galanya berakhir begitu sahaja ketika bayinya berumur tiga bulan. Dia diceraikan dan bayinya diambil Bendoro. Perkara seperti ini sememangnya telah merupakan perkara biasa kepada Sang Bendoro. Mengambil gadis-gadis muda dari keluarga miskin untuk dijadikan sebagai "isteri percubaan" kemudian dihalau pulang kekampung setelah melahirkan anak. Dirumah agamnya terdapat beberapa remaja lelaki merupakan anak-anak Bendoro dengan isteri-isteri percubaan yang telah diceraikannya. Si Bendoro dari keturunan bangsawan yang kaya raya hanya layak dikahwini oleh perempuan bangsawan yang setaraf dengan beliau sahaja. Demi meneruskan hidup gadis pantai memilih untuk pergi ke Blora, menolak untuk pulang ke kampung halaman kerana malu dengan jiran tetangga.

Novel ini membawa persoalan tentang perbezaan kelas yang sangat ketara pada era penjajahan Belanda di Indonesia. Ia juga merupakan kritikan yang sangat tajam tentang kemanusiaan dan bagaimana mudahnya kelas bawahan ditindas mereka yang kaya dan berkuasa yang juga mengakui diri mereka sebagai golongan yang taat kepada agama. Golongan priyayi (bangsawan) seperti Bendoro banyak mempelajari selok belok agama, namun mereka juga yang sering menindas dan mengambil kesempatan keatas orang miskin. Orang bawahan yang miskin juga disekat dari bersuara apa-apa melainkan menerima sahaja segala perlakuan pembesar walau pun ternyata sangat tidak berperi kemanusiaan. Jika dilihat dari buku-buku Pram yang lain, di era penjajahan seringkali ada sekelompok pembesar yang datang dari warga tempatan yang turut sama menindas bangsanya. Dan jika difikirkan  secara mendalam, adakah kebebasan dari penindasan itu wujud bagi kelas bawahan setelah sesebuah negara itu dikatakan merdeka sekali pun?


About the Author 
Pramoedya Ananta Toer (1925 - 2006) was a major figure in world literature and was constantly mentioned as a likely candidate for the Nobel Prize. He was the author of more than thirty books, including The Fugitive, The Buru Quartet, and The Mute's Soliloquy, and is published in more than thirty countries. He has been profiled in The New Yorker, The New York Times, and other major publications around the world. He was the recipient of numerous literary prizes and awards, including the PEN Freedom-to-Write Award and a Hellman-Hammett Award.

The Japanese occupation (1942-1944) and Indonesia's struggle for independence  provided the basic material for Pramoedya's writing. His best-known work is the Buru Quartet (1980-88), banned by the Suharto regime. The story, originally written between 1965 and 1979, is set at the turn of the 19th century and depicts the emergence of anticolonial Indonesian nationalism. Pramoedya's books have been translated into some 30 languages.

Pramoedya's writings sometimes fell out of favor with the colonial and later the authoritarian native governments in power. Pramoedya faced censorship in Indonesia during the pre-reformation era despite the fact that he was well known outside Indonesia. The Dutch imprisoned him from 1947 to 1949 during the War of Independence (1945-1949). During the changeover (coup) to the Suharto regime Pramoedya was caught up in the shifting tides of political change and power struggles in Indonesia. Suharto had him imprisoned from 1969 to 1979 on the Maluku island of Buru and branded him a Communist. He was seen as a holdover from the previous regime (even though he had struggled with the former regime (Sukarno). It was on the Island ofBuru that he composed his most famous work, theBuru Quartet. Not permitted access to writing materials, he recited the story orally to other prisoners before it was written down and smuggled out. Pramoedya opposed some policies of founding President Sukarno as well as the New Order regime of Suharto, Sukarno's successor. Political criticisms were often subtle in his writing, although he was outspoken against colonialism, racism and corruption of the Indonesian new Government. During the many years in which he suffered imprisonment and house arrest (in Jakarta after his imprisonment on Buru), he became a cause célèbre for advocates of human rights and freedom of expression.


Tuesday, 15 July 2014

How To Cultivate A Lifetime Reading Habit



Reading has always been and will always be an integral part of my life. I felt very blessed that I always have a natural inclination towards reading even when I was very young.

However if you do not posses this natural tendency and yet you envy people who can bury themselves in a book and tune out the world for hours on end, there are still tips you can follow. You must be among the many people who would love to read more, but just feel restless, distracted or bored while you do it. You can still unleash your inner bookworm by following the advice below.

At first I thought I want to write the tips myself. However there are very good lists of suggestion available on the net with many points similar to mine. So I copied and pasted one, again from www.lifehack.org. My comments are in blue.




14 Ways to Cultivate a Lifetime Reading Habit
FEATURED LIFESTYLE BY LEO BABAUTA | 1K SHARES

“To acquire the habit of reading is to construct for yourself a refuge from almost all the miseries of life.” — W. Somerset Maugham

Somewhere after “lose weight”, “stop procrastinating”, and “fall in love”, “read more” is one of the top goals that many people set for themselves. And rightly so: A good book can be hugely satisfying, can teach you about things beyond your daily horizons, and can create characters so vivid you feel as if you really know them.

If reading is a habit you’d like to get into, there are a number of ways to cultivate it.

First, realise that reading is highly enjoyable, if you have a good book. If you have a lousy book (or an extremely difficult one) and you are forcing yourself through it, it will seem like a chore. If this happens for several days in a row, consider abandoning the book and finding one that you’ll really love.

Other than that, try these tips to cultivate a lifetime reading habit:

Set times.

You should have a few set times during every day when you’ll read for at least 5-10 minutes. These are times that you will read no matter what — triggers that happen each day. For example, make it a habit to read during breakfast and lunch (and even dinner if you eat alone). And if you also read every time you’re sitting on the can, and when you go to bed, you now have four times a day when you read for 10 minutes each — or 40 minutes a day. That’s a great start, and by itself would be an excellent daily reading habit. But there’s more you can do.

Always carry a book.

Wherever you go, take a book with you. When I leave the house, I always make sure to have my drivers license, my keys and my book, at a minimum. The book stays with me in the car, and I take it into the office and to appointments and pretty much everywhere I go, unless I know I definitely won’t be reading (like at a movie). If there is a time when you have to wait (like at a doctor’s office or at the DMV), whip out your book and read. Great way to pass the time.
I always read while I wait for the train to and from work as well as while riding them. If I go into a restaurant alone, I would read while waiting for the food rather than toying with the hand phone like a lot of people do nowadays. If the stranger next to me on public transportation start to be a bit too friendly and began asking a lot of questions on the pretext of making small talk, l get my book out and start reading.

Make a list.

Keep a list of all the great books you want to read. You can keep this in your journal, in a pocket notebook, on your personal home page, on your personal wiki, wherever. Be sure to add to it whenever you hear about a good book, online or in person. Keep a running list, and cross out the ones you read. Tech trick: create a Gmail account for your book list, and email the address every time you hear about a good book. Now your inbox will be your reading list. When you’ve read a book, file it under “Done”. If you want, you can even reply to the message (to the same address) with notes about the book, and those will be in the same conversation thread, so now your Gmail account is your reading log too.
One of my important goals in life is to read as many books as possible that have won the Putlizer Prize for Fiction as well as the Man Booker Prize for Fiction. However on both of these award-winning lists I have only read less than ten each. There are indeed many many great books on both lists. The problem is I usually get distracted by newly published books every time I visited a book store and thus the number I have read on both lists move rather slowly. Respected authors' work are of course great to read most of the time but newcomers can be thrilling too.

Find a quiet place. 

Find a place in your home where you can sit in a comfortable chair (don’t lay down unless you’re going to sleep) and curl up with a good book without interruptions. There should be no television or computer near the chair to minimise distractions, and no music or noisy family members/roommates. If you don’t have a place like this, create one.
I believe people are different in where they prefer to read. I do not really mind the noise if I have a good book. In fact a good book would be a distraction from all the noise.

Reduce television/Internet. 

If you really want to read more, try cutting back on TV or Internet consumption. This may be difficult for many people. Still, every minute you reduce of Internet/TV, you could use for reading. This could create hours of book reading time.
Too much television or Internet dull the senses. Is there such a thing as too much reading? Hmmm..........rather unlikely I think.

Read to your kid. 

If you have children, you must, must read to them. Creating the reading habit in your kids is the best way to ensure they’ll be readers when they grow up … and it will help them to be successful in life as well. Find some great children’s books, and read to them. At the same time, you’re developing the reading habit in yourself … and spending some quality time with your child as well.
Sometimes just poking fun, I would read aloud near where Mickey and Tam are sleeping. Mickey just couldn't be bothered he would just continue sleeping, but Tam would move further away after a few minutes. Must be the wrong book ha ha ha.

Keep a log. 

Similar to the reading list, this log should have not only the title and author of the books you read, but the dates you start and finish them if possible. Even better, put a note next to each with your thoughts about the book. It is extremely satisfying to go back over the log after a couple of months to see all the great books you’ve read.

Go to used book shops. 

My favourite place to go is a discount book store where I drop off all my old books (I usually take a couple of boxes of books) and get a big discount on used books I find in the store. I typically spend only a couple of dollars for a dozen or more books, so although I read a lot, books aren’t a major expense. And it is very fun to browse through the new books people have donated. Make your trip to a used book store a regular thing.
Around Klang Valley you should watch out for the famous Big Bad Wolf Sale. You can really really get a bargain especially for children's books, travel books, coffee table books on various topics, business and management books, DIY books, self-help books. However not so much on literary fiction I think.

Have a library day. 
Even cheaper than a used book shop is a library, of course. Make it a weekly trip.

Read fun and compelling books. 

Find books that really grip you and keep you going. Even if they aren’t literary masterpieces, they make you want to read — and that’s the goal here. After you have cultivated the reading habit, you can move on to more difficult stuff, but for now, go for the fun, gripping stuff. Stephen King, John Grisham, Tom Clancy, Robert Ludlum, Nora Roberts, Sue Grafton, Dan Brown … all those popular authors are popular for a reason — they tell great stories. Other stuff you might like: Vonnegut, William Gibson, Douglas Adams, Nick Hornby, Trevanian, Ann Patchett, Terry Pratchett, Terry McMillan, F. Scott Fitzgerald. All excellent storytellers.
What is fun and compelling is different from one person to another. To kindle your interest in reading the reading materials are not necessarily great literary works by famous authors. It can be titles like "Mindfulness for Busy People", "The 100 Simple Secrets of Happy People", "A Cook's Tour", "Defying Age", "Found in Malaysia", "The Complete Cat Book", "Illustrated Tales from Shakespeare", "Anne Frank Diary of a Young Girl". There must be some topics you adore, start from there. Read whatever catches your fancy. Don't worry about hype, bestsellers, respected authors, etc.

Make it pleasurable. 

Make your reading time your favourite time of day. Have some good tea or coffee while you read, or another kind of treat. Get into a comfortable chair with a good blanket. Read during sunrise or sunset, or at the beach.

Blog it. 

One of the best ways to form a habit is to put it on your blog. If you don’t have one, create one. It’s free. Have your family go there and give you book suggestions and comment on the ones you’re reading. It keeps you accountable for your goals.

Set a high goal. 

Tell yourself that you want to read 50 books this year (or some other number like that). Then set about trying to accomplish it. Just be sure you’re still enjoying the reading though — don’t make it a rushed chore.
Have a reading hour or reading day. If you turn off the TV or Internet in the evening, you could have a set hour (perhaps just after dinner) when you and maybe all the members of your family read each night. Or you could do a reading day, when you (and again, your other family members if you can get them to join you) read for practically the whole day. It’s super fun.
Frankly I am not so worried about how many books I read. I just read. There are books I finished in a week, there are others that I took a month or more to finish. There are books I have bought for a few months and still haven't come round to reading them. There are books I read quarter through then I left them out, because I got hold of a more interesting book, coming back to them only months later. Sometimes I have like two or three books that I am reading at one time. I am not a very disciplined individual where reading is concerned. I tend to be greedy. And definitely, in a month for example, my buying list is higher than my have-been-read list. I am a book hoarder too!


My Utterly Gorgeous Read 1

I have decided to list down and write little notes and add on facts here and there on books I have read previously which had left huge and lasting impression on my psyche. These books have among others made me think a lot about myself, about others and about society in general. In life we witness and experience social stigma, injustice and prejudice. At times we look up to our peers, our leaders or the experts to find answers to questions and yet the answers given do not satisfy us and we are much better off thinking about them ourselves.

Reading these awesome books made me realise that all is not lost, there are always like-minded souls out there and really you are not a freak if you think differently from the mainstream thinking. Books do liberate the minds if only you read them. I very much believe books I read changed and emancipated my spirit from certain shackles which otherwise would remain lifelong. That does not mean I profess to be a very clever person, far from it. I am just a humble person, trying to make sense of my life, people around me, my interaction with other members of society, my feelings and my aspirations. Society most of the time expects to us to conform, books help us learn to look at things from different perspectives.

First on my list is To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee which I read about ten years ago (have always wondered why Mockingbird is spelled as one word). The book won the 1961 Putlizer Prize for Fiction. I think the Malaysian equivalent in terms of literary importance would be something like Salina by A. Samad Said or Ranjau Sepanjang Jalan by Shahnon Ahmad.

The book was made into a movie of the same name released in 1962, starring Gregory Peck as Atticus Finch and Mary Bodham as the bookish and adorable Scout Finch. Thank you Zam and Ain for letting me have the chance to see this movie (copied it from your external hard drive).

To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee
Summary

The story takes place during three years (1933–35) of the Great Depression in the fictional "tired old town" of Maycomb, Alabama, the seat of Maycomb County. It focuses on six-year-old Scout Finch, who lives with her older brother, Jem, and their widowed father, Atticus, a middle-aged lawyer. Jem and Scout befriend a boy named Dill, who visits Maycomb to stay with his aunt each summer. The three children are terrified of, and fascinated by, their neighbor, the reclusive "Boo" Radley. The adults of Maycomb are hesitant to talk about Boo, and, for many years few have seen him. The children feed one another's imagination with rumors about his appearance and reasons for remaining hidden, and they fantasize about how to get him out of his house. After two summers of friendship with Dill, Scout and Jem find that someone leaves them small gifts in a tree outside the Radley place. Several times the mysterious Boo makes gestures of affection to the children, but, to their disappointment, he never appears in person.

Judge Taylor appoints Atticus to defend Tom Robinson, a black man who has been accused of raping a young white woman, Mayella Ewell. Although many of Maycomb's citizens disapprove, Atticus agrees to defend Tom to the best of his ability. Other children taunt Jem and Scout for Atticus's actions, calling him a "nigger-lover". Scout is tempted to stand up for her father's honor by fighting, even though he has told her not to. Atticus faces a group of men intent on lynching Tom. This danger is averted when Scout, Jem, and Dill shame the mob into dispersing by forcing them to view the situation from Atticus' and Tom's points of view.

Atticus does not want Jem and Scout to be present at Tom Robinson's trial. No seat is available on the main floor, so by invitation of Rev. Sykes, Jem, Scout, and Dill watch from the colored balcony. Atticus establishes that the accusers—Mayella and her father, Bob Ewell, the town drunk—are lying. It also becomes clear that the friendless Mayella made sexual advances toward Tom, and that her father caught her and beat her. Despite significant evidence of Tom's innocence, the jury convicts him. Jem's faith in justice becomes badly shaken, as is Atticus', when the hapless Tom is shot and killed while trying to escape from prison.

Despite Tom's conviction Bob Ewell is humiliated by the events of the trial, and vows revenge. He spits in Atticus' face, tries to break into the judge's house, and menaces Tom Robinson's widow. Finally, he attacks the defenseless Jem and Scout while they walk home on a dark night after the school Halloween pageant. One of Jem's arms is broken in the struggle, but amid the confusion someone comes to the children's rescue. The mysterious man carries Jem home, where Scout realizes that he is Boo Radley.

Sheriff Tate arrives and discovers that Bob Ewell has died during the fight. The sheriff argues with Atticus about the prudence and ethics of charging Jem (whom Atticus believes to be responsible) or Boo (whom Tate believes to be responsible). Atticus eventually accepts the sheriff's story that Ewell simply fell on his own knife. Boo asks Scout to walk him home, and after she says goodbye to him at his front door he disappears again. While standing on the Radley porch, Scout imagines life from Boo's perspective, and regrets that they had never repaid him for the gifts he had given them.


A Little On The Mockingbird And The Reclusive Harper Lee

In July 1960, J.B. Lippincott Company published To Kill A Mockingbird, a story of social injustice, morals, and growing up in the Depression-era South. It was the debut novel of a 34-year-old woman named Nelle Harper Lee, who dropped the "Nelle" from her pen name because she didn't want it to be mispronounced. Lee's book went on to become one of the most successful novels in American history. To Kill A Mockingbird has sold more than 30 million copies, with another 100,000 flying off the shelves each year. The book has a place on virtually every Best Of, Greatest Novels, and Favorite Books list in existence. The movie adaptation is a classic in its own right. The success of both guaranteed fame and financial security for the rest of Lee's life.

Every word of To Kill A Mockingbird has been analyzed in countless essays and critical papers. But far less is known about the book's author, and that's just the way Harper Lee wants it. Unlike her childhood friend and fellow literary superstar Truman Capote, who once confessed to having a love affair with "cameras—all cameras,"1Harper Lee has studiously avoided the public eye since the publication of her one and only novel. (She's alive and well, and reportedly splits her time between New York City and Alabama.) She declines interviews. She refuses public appearances and says little when she makes them. Enterprising reporters have knocked on her door and she has firmly turned them away, though not without autographing their copies of To Kill A Mockingbird with a polite "Best Wishes."

Biographers have practically torn their hair out trying to get close to their unwilling subject, with one even faking his way onto an online reunion site in an attempt to contact her old classmates. We won't go that far. What we have here at Shmoop is the story of Harper Lee's life and work—as much as she has been willing to share with the world. And we think that's enough. Harper Lee wrote a book that has brought hope and tolerance to countless numbers of people. And as Atticus Finch reminded us with respect to the title's mockingbird, to harass a creature that brings nothing but joy is a sin.

There are only so many things that we know for sure about Nelle Harper Lee, born 28 April 1926, and the author of To Kill A Mockingbirdand precisely zero other books. We know that she was a lawyer's daughter, raised in a small Alabama town in the 1930s, just like her plucky narrator Scout Finch. We know that Lee was aware of the racial injustices and ugly prejudices that simmered in small towns like hers, and that sometimes these prejudices erupted in trials similar to the one at the center of her book. We know that in 1960 she published a novel that became an instant classic, inspiring millions with its unique blend of humor and sharp social observations. And then, at the peak of her fame, Harper Lee decided to turn down the limelight offered to her. She is, as the writer Garrison Keillor has put it, "a woman who knew when to get off the train." Lee has put her legacy even more simply: "I said what I have to say."

At a time when everyone seems to have their own blog, Twitter feed, and hourly Facebook updates, it can be hard to understand why someone would turn down the recognition that comes with the rare feat of writing a bestselling and highly-acclaimed book. According to people who know her, Harper Lee is not a creepy recluse like Boo Radley or a social misfit or misanthrope. She's funny, outgoing, and a valued member of the Alabama community where she lives. She simply values her privacy and would prefer to let her beloved book speak for itself. The little she has shared about her background helps us understand the time and place in which Mockingbird is set. But that's all we're going to get. And, really, it's all that we deserve. "She is apparently in good humor and enjoying her food and not planning to go on Oprah or Charlie Rose," Keillor wrote. "And so there, dear reader, you will just have to leave her."